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    September 17

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    August 03

    I am out of time

     
    it couldn't make me happy, it's too good to be real and that sucks..yeah i am out of that time
    July 04

    Chatele

    I bought a new wallet, then i lost my old wallet. things happen.
    June 30

    paris-9

    it's a new week.
    June 29

    paris-7,8

    i've been a tourist
    June 27

    paris 6th day

    what are essential for afterlife? clothes, jewels, weapons and food ( according to ancient Eygptian)
     
    I should prepapre for afterlife
    June 26

    paris 5th-25

    I am about to being sentenced to death....lol
     
    原来神父也用香水
     
    June 25

    paris-4th day

    i want to melt....and disappear
    June 24

    paris-third day

    it's gonna take a lot of time before i can cross that finish line------ben Kweller, Commerce, TX
     
    I can't even see the line
    June 08

    why can't i sleep

    so what can i do when i can't sleep
    get a job as night shift in supermarket, cashback
    write a novel make it next harry potter
     
     
    i should start jogging
     
     
    my best friend is a vampire....so far an interesting movie with good sense of humor
    for every decade, u show age but just a single year, a good deal. if i have that much time, how would i live it?
    no time limit, no pressure...i will complish nothing, or more?
     
     
    June 07

    wander note-villages

    Antibes
     
    Franche sur mer
     
    Grasse
     
    Eze
     
    Levens
     
    St Paul de Vence
    May 31

    blur blur-entertain me

    The Great Escape cover
    1. "Stereotypes" – 3:10
    2. "Country House" – 3:57
    3. "Best Days" – 4:49
    4. "Charmless Man" – 3:34
    5. "Fade Away" – 4:19
    6. "Top Man" – 4:00
    7. "The Universal" – 3:58
    8. "Mr. Robinson's Quango" – 4:02
    9. "He Thought of Cars" – 4:15
    10. "It Could Be You" – 3:14
    11. "Ernold Same" – 2:07
    12. "Globe Alone" – 2:23
    13. "Dan Abnormal" – 3:24
    14. "Entertain Me" – 4:19
    15. "Yuko and Hiro" – 5:24
    May 21

    choose

    Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family, Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers.
     
    Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends.
     

    Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life.

    But why would I want to do a thing like that?

    Cuz you don't get or don't know what u really want, just choose from what's left.

    i wanna choose not to choose

    May 13

    dive

    when i saw the sea today. i wanted to jump down and dive. not that i want to die, just remembering the guy dived into toliet in trainspotting...a world so fresh.
     
    今天走在海边,看到峭壁下的深蓝的海水忽然很想跳下去。就像猜火车里一头栽进那个肮脏的马桶,其实里面是个清澈的世界。
     
    so glad that i went to wayne's today, it always releases the hollow me from unknown tension. i listened to the band, admired their life. then the bartender said goodbye girls. then i start thinking about that japanese staff in florence hostel, he said he had no plan, just turned a holiday into a stay and work.
    April 26

    call this holiday

    Monday 20
     
    My room smelled like caramel for the whole day, it was so so sweet. funny when sth smells so sweet but tastes bitter. the tea is a joke, it only has the smell, the taste is just like....tea.
     
    On my way back from carrefour, a little girl on roller skaters gave me this. I looked through, many of those are in antibes, couldn't find a house i like. why she gave me that? maybe i looked like someone who wanted to buy a house...interesting
     
    These are my postcards on the wall, they look nice on my wall.
    no call.
     
    Tuesday 21
    I went to the park near school, and saw that 7 i got for competition law. what a nice day, what a nice grade, from that gay looking man.
    I was angry, his music sounded angry too
     
    then i went to mamac for some peace of my mind..yeah that art i don't understand at all. one staff asked me if i think it's good, what can i say...then he said ni hao. surprisingly i found a way up to the roof, the view was amazing. that's some nice comfort.
     
    no call.
     
    Wednesday 22
    What i did on Wednesday? i have no clue. i am trying really hard to think...fine, blank.
    oi,now i know, i went to library and walked around port...an idle day
    the green is so green, that's the color for spring
    the red car goes with spring green
    that's the cornor where they paint the boats, if i have a boat i am gonna paint it in....spring green and yellow maybe. but blue red white looks fine...and name it oz
     
     
    no call
     
     
    Thuresday 23
     
    it's funny, when i was about to going to reach the door, go for Levens---the chosen unfamous village by bus 89, my mobile rang, FINALLY. and an unexpected interview with the boss, i was prepared fully for going out, totally unprepared for an interview. what can i say? no problem. 40 mins. then there i go, to the village. the view on the way reminds me of Hohhot. really beautyful montain view. the village is quiet quiet, all i can hear is the sound of flies flying. lovely kids say bonjour to me...maybe not many starngers,well chinese, around i guess. the quiet village calmed me down. how can things just happen that way...that worth some serious thinking.
     
     
     
    Friday 24
     
    I was late like doomed, so i got that st paul de vence 45 mins later. then opera to buy ticket, then carrefour. then i came back and had nap, a ncie long nap that made me can't fall alseep at real night. so i read.
    the sea had a great color
     
     
    Saturday 25
     
    cleaning; shopping; eating; sitting. oh talked to my mom. a typical day.
    the flowers on bacolny. they look happy.
    strawberry with cream is great
     
     
    Sunday 26
     
    the opera is called: Orphée & Eurydice de GLUCK . why does it always rain when i go to opera?i've been there 4 times, 3 times it's raining. will it rain on next sunday?
    that's how the sea looks when it rains

     
    April 13

    interesting

    在意大利,人们都知道《圣经》中的七宗罪都是怎样颁发给不同的城市的,热那亚是骄傲,佛罗伦萨是贪婪(老一代的德国人可不这么看,他们认为,佛罗伦萨的罪过是希腊式的爱),威尼斯是奢侈,波罗尼亚是愤怒,米兰是贪心,罗马是妒忌,那布勒斯是懒惰。
     
    April 06

    sunday

    March 15

    原来游戏都一样

    今天去公园坐着学习,发现原来法国小朋友也玩跳方格